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Gwyneth Jones was born in Manchester, England, educated by the long-suffering nuns of the Sacred Heart, Blackley and at Notre Dame Grammar School Cheetham Hill. She took an undergraduate degree the University of Sussex, in History of Ideas (with Latin), specialising in seventeenth century Europe, which gave her a taste for studying the structure of scientific revolutions, and societies (scientific and otherwise) in phase transition; a background that still resonates in her work. In the seventies she embarked on a career in the UK Civil Service, but dropped out to spend three years in South East Asia, where she found work as a freelance journalist and as a columnist for the Singapore magazine Her World. In the Eighties she spent some lucrative years writing scripts & storylines for an early, computer-based children's tv cartoon called The Telebugs. Since then, she's been not so lucratively employed writing her own stuff, (and occasionally teaching creative writing) full time.

She's written more than twenty novels for teenagers, mostly using the pseudonym Ann Halam, and several highly regarded science fiction novels for adults, notably the Aleutian Trilogy: White Queen (co-winner of the first James Tiptree Jr Memorial Award); North Wind and Phoenix Café, plus a fourth "Aleutian" novel, Spirit. Life, the fictional biography of a woman scientist of genius, won the P.K.Dick award. She's also been awarded the BSFA award (for the short story 'La Cenerentola') and the Arthur C Clarke award (for Bold As Love, the first novel of a series about love, revolution and rock music in the darkening world of the near future. The Fearman (Ann Halam) won the Dracula Society's Children of the Night Award. Her story collection 'Seven Tales And A Fable' won two World Fantasy Awards. She's published collections of her critical writing, Deconstructing The Starships and Imagination/Space; and three further short story collections, The Universe Of Things, The Buonarotti Quartet, and Gravegoods. In 2008 she was awarded the Pilgrim lifetime achievement award for sf criticism by the SFRA. She practices yoga, and has done some extreme tourism in her time. Hobbies include watching old movies, playing fantasy games & staring out of the window.

Life by Gwyneth Jones

In the house where I was born my bed, in the bedroom I shared with my younger sister, was the one near the window. I used to get up on the windowseat, after lights-out (my parents were fairly strict), hide behind the curtain and see a shadow girl on the other side of the glass. A lawless girl, wild and free: completely the opposite of myself. I loved watching her, and imagining what reckless forbidden things she did out there in the dark all night. I think I sometimes really forgot that she was my own reflection. You'll meet this shadow girl in Life. Her name's Ramone, it means wise protector. She's like a badass guardian angel and beloved evil twin to my protagonist: forever saying unspeakable things, and forever doing things no sane woman living in a man's world would dream of. She's a challenge, but I hope you'll get to like her.

Many years after I parted company from my original shadow girl, back home in England after my years in South East Asia & combining motherhood and "career" as a published, UK feminist sf writer, in stubborn contentment, I was making less than a science post-grad (that means not a lot!); which made me feel I was a disgrace to the revolution. So many women had suffered so much to win my freedoms, I should at least try to be successful, for their sakes. But I couldn't give up. I couldn't stop tussling with the questions that seem to me so important. How can something as fragile, unstable, and fluid as human sexual gender as it really is, be reduced to a binary, and be one of the great problems of the world? Why are men, the world over, so often cruel and abusive oppressors? Why have women, the world over, and throughout recorded history, collaborated with this oppression? Why can't the problem be solved? I wanted to understand the battle of the sexes: to get to the roots of why things are the way they are between men and women.

The two books that most influenced Life were The Differences Between The Sexes, eds Roger Short and Evan Balaban, a book of sexual science papers, absolutely cutting-edge at the time; and A Feeling For The Organism, Evelyn Fox Keller: a biography of the Nobel Prize winning, pioneering geneticist Barbara McClintock (1902-1992) —whose career, as a brilliant female scientist in an earlier time, was dogged by the same demoralising slights, exclusions and struggles that Anna Senoz, my fictional female scientist meets; on her journey to a devastating discovery about the future of human gender. Life is about that discovery, and its consequences for Anna. It's also about life itself: the stuff that happens, in all its complicated, messy details. Relationships, friendships, love affairs; family; wars and the rumour of wars. Because that's the way it is. Genetics and life: two sides of the same coin.

CURATOR'S NOTE

I first became acquainted with Gwyneth Jones via her incisive and award-winning criticism of science fiction. What a treat to discover her own incisive and award-winning science fiction. Life is a tale of feminism and courage that asks difficult questions about women and society and a splendid example of what science fiction may achieve beyond conventional genre tropes. I'm pleased to include Life in the Philip K. Dick Award Bundle. –Lisa Mason

 

REVIEWS

  • Like all of Jones's work, Life demands—and amply repays—close reading. In addition to writing well about the thrills and tedium of scientific research, she manages to be both clinical and lyrical in describing her characters' exploration of their sensuality.

    New York Times Book Review, November 14, 2004
  • The lives of biologist Anna Senoz; her husband, Spence; and their university friends intertwine as they evolve from idealistic students into adults with concerns that may affect their world. When Anna discovers a curious genetic trend with implications for the human sexual identity and gender relations, she finds herself a pariah among her colleagues. This latest novel from British author Jones (Divine Endurance) portrays a near future of commercial globalization in which gender discrimination persists in subtle ways, forcing biology to find a way to fight back to equalize the sexes. Beautifully written and elegantly paced, this story conveys bold speculative concepts through intensely human characters. Deserving a wide crossover readership, it is highly recommended for both sf and general fiction collections.

    – Library Journal (Starred Review), Sept 15, 2004
  • Jones's genius here, however, is in the many layers and textures of experience she gives us, her recognition that great discoveries, great science, great art—like great sorrow and tragedy—take place against the minutiae of our days...This is a novel that strives fully to limn contemporary life, where we began and what we have become.

    James Sallis, Magazine of Fantasy and Science Fiction, December 2005
 

BOOK PREVIEW

Prologue

Roads and the Meaning of Roads

On an orphaned stretch of open trunk road, between the urban freeway system and the M6, they stopped at a garage to recharge. The night was warm. The trees in the hedge by the layby raised nets of blurred, dusty dark branches against a neon-tinted grey sky. Spence went into the shop to pay. He could be seen brightly lit behind plate glass, prowling the stacks, peering into the chill cabinet, and moving slowly along the racked magazines, surreptitiously peeking at half-naked ladies. Anna decided that she wanted to drive. She got out of the car and stood on the blackened concrete, feeling the weight of the dull heat and the light-polluted clouds. As Spence returned a girl in a pink jacket and torn jeans arrived on a petrol-engined motorcycle, her boyfriend riding pillion in a complete suit of black leathers. They drew up beside a German van and began to refuel with the reckless, expensive old stuff. A nostalgic reek flooded the air, invoking hot road-movie nights in happier times. Spence and Anna had been travelers together for so long.

"He must be sweaty in there," remarked Spence tentatively.

"I want to drive."

"Are you okay to drive?"

"Of course I am."

"Sorry. Didn't mean anything." He held out his keys, with a wary smile. "Is it peace?"

She could see through the droop of his shoulders to the hostility he denied.

"Sure," she said miserably. "Peace, why not." She ignored his offering, used her own keys, and slid into the driver's seat.

"Shit," muttered Spence. "Christ—" He slammed the passenger door and hunched beside her, fists balled against his forehead.

"Daddy said the s-word," Jake murmured, pleased. "Did you get me anything?"

"Not this time babes," said Anna. "But we're going to stop at a Services."

"In the middle of the night?" The child's sleepy voice woke up, fired with enthusiasm. Jake loved midnight pit-stops.

"In the middle of the night," she agreed.

"And have ice cream?"

"We'll have whatever we like."

Anna had lost her job. She had lost plenty of jobs without feeling much pain. Short-term contracts end and are not renewed: there is no stigma. It's the business. But this was different. It was her own fault, it was because she had started to work on "Transferred Y" again. Spence had been making money at last. Anna had thought she was free to stretch her wings, to do something a prudent breadwinner couldn't contemplate. She'd known there would be some flak when she published her results, maybe a weird science paragraph or two in the papers. She'd been totally unprepared for the catastrophe that had descended upon her. There was no one to understand. Not her parents, who had taken out an option against bad news. Not her sister (you must be joking). Not Spence; least of all Spence. He said he could not see what her problem was. If she never worked again, which was her overwrought prediction, they weren't going to starve. Why was she so upset? We're talking Anna Senoz here, not Marie Curie. She'd been one of the worker bees, footslogger in a lab coat. Now she was one of the unemployed. Why not? In case you hadn't noticed, it happens to a lot of people.

For fuck's sake, it isn't the end of the world. What makes you so special?

The fact that it was my life.

The fact that you love me.

Anna had said the first of these things. Not the second, because if you have to say that, it is already useless; since then they had not been friends.

It was strange to visit them and see her parents settling into a late bloom of prosperity. Treats, indulgences, new possessions. She felt glad for them but uneasy, as if they had given up her childhood's religion. No car, though. They were true to the old code in that: still acting the way everybody should, but didn't. Still doing the right thing.

The Motorway. They bowled across the wide confusing pan of the interchange: no lanes, headlights coming from all directions, the monstrous freight rigs blazing, bearing down on you like playground bullies, like street gangs, the only thing to do is not be in the way. Anna set her teeth and kept her line, up to one of the automatic gates. They were through, into hyperspace, into the video screen. Suddenly it was fully dark, all solid outlines had disappeared. The road world was made of lights, a rushing void between the unreeling double strands of scarlet and silver, amber and viridian, brake lights in front, headlights streaming towards her in the northbound lanes. Could be anywhere. It should be anywhere, a nameless country outside time and space, but somehow the road was not anonymous. She could sense that tired, familiar sky still overhead: skinny ragged hank of an island, hardly wider than the traffic lanes that braided it up and down.

Oh, but she truly loved this effortless glide through hyperspace. She loved the disembodied concentration that floated up in her: overtake, recover your lane, gear change up, gear change down. Never wanted an automatic or an autopilot, what a sissy idea, get a machine to eat your dinner and fuck for you next. This was a state of grace, hurtling at 140 kilometers an hour (habitual law breaker, like practically every British driver); and then every so often you'd do something wrong, a lapse of concentration or slight misjudgment, a jolt: speed up, dodge, drop back, whew, safe again. Lovely, lovely.

Until, inevitably, they hit a slow patch.

For years now they'd been making this trip, up to Manchester for Anna's mother's birthday. Always ended up doing it on a holiday weekend. Always ended up caught in traffic. When they visited Spence's mother in Illinois, Loulou would insist they didn't have to leave the night before their flight home: cue panic on the freeway, stacked like doughnuts in a box; and Spence's mother's rapture about the gashog-heaven dawn run to O'Hare descanting into an aggrieved wail: it's never like this! For the Goddess's sake, it is barely five am! Anna glanced at the routemaster prompt, faintly hoping for an alternative. But if there was any escape, it wouldn't know. It was dying, they ought to replace the chip but they wouldn't because they were planning to give up private vehicle ownership. Thus, clinging to the destructive habit, we resort to stupid tricks, essentially punishing the car itself: like an unhappy woman who punishes her own body, poor innocent animal, by failing to groom, by dressing drably; by feeding or starving it into physical distress.

Stop that. Don't think bad thoughts.

She kept her distance; three cars instantly elbowed into her sensible gap. She accepted fate: settled into the nose to tail routine, along with the people on either side, and in front and behind for however many miles. It was as if they were all sitting, each of them staring reservedly straight ahead, on the banks of seats in some giant aircraft, doing odd calisthenics to stave off muscle atrophy on a long, long flight through the dark.

Those economy-class long haul flights, in the days when Anna and Spence used to travel the world: chasing short-term science jobs for Anna, in exotic locations. Those airports, the battered transfer lounges where the aircon gave up long ago, the ragged carpets soaked in an icy sweat of condensation, the tumbledown vinyl furniture. The rumor that passes as if through a herd of animals, so that first one or two and then a few people hover by the desk: then there's a surge, an unstoppable rush of bodies that everybody has to join, but which is completely pointless. Someone in uniform peeps around the glass doors and hurriedly retreats, clutching a mobile phone. The people in uniforms are terrified of the crowd. Therefore they put off as long as possible the awful moment when they'll have to admit that they don't have enough seats. Actually the plane was full when it left Lagos/Abu Dhabi/Karachi/Singapore, because though all of you here have tickets and you confirmed and reconfirmed your onward bookings, the passengers at the point of origin have the advantage: and there are always more passengers. Always. So they wait and they keep us waiting, in the fear that lies behind unthinking cruelty—as if hoping that some of us will decide, having come out to the dead no-man's-land of the airport and suffered here for sixteen hours on a whim, just to while away the time, that we don't want to go home to London or Paris or New York after all.

We make small alliances, we look for people who look like ourselves; or failing that for people with whom we share a language. Then there's an announcement: our flight will be leaving from a different gate. We all leap up and run, abandoning any semblance of solidarity. Maybe some of us will fall by the wayside, or accidentally rush through a door to the outside, and have to start again with Immigration and Passport Control Hell. Maybe some of us will be trampled to death. Maybe that's what everybody's hoping for: that the numbers will be winnowed down, until we, the survivors, are secure. But at every window of the plane that sits out there in the night on the hot, wet, tarmac (these scenes always happen in the dark) there gleams a pair of listless, patient eyes. It's worse than we thought. It's not that there is not enough room for the whole crowd. There is no room at all. There is no drinking water, and the toilets don't work any more. Oh no, it won't do. There's no excuse, not even the thin illusion that you are doing good. If you don't have the moral bottle to take a two-week package tour to The Gambia for fun and sun in a razor-wired and guarded compound, which you'll only leave to visit the crocodiles by armored personnel carrier. (Sorry, crocodile. Sorry, we know there was one alive last year. We'll change the information in the brochure very shortly, honest.) Then you should stay at home. Don't worry. The experience you seek will soon come to find you.

Soon come.

Soon come.

When she was a little girl, Anna had been frightened when she found out that her grandfather Senoz (who was dead) had been born a Jew. He'd eloped with a Catholic girl, something his family took so hard the couple had decided to leave Spain and start again in England. It was supposed to be a romantic story. In Anna's childish mind the word Jew triggered an image of a great crowd of people shuffling along, dressed in black and white and shades of grey, towards a destination that obviously terrified them, but they couldn't turn back. Where are they taking us, mummy? I don't know. Sssh.

Here we are again, shuffling along, heads down, packed like frightened sheep...

The road folds in on itself. Sssh, don't ask where it leads.

The bad thoughts kept coming back, taking any shape they could find. She glanced at her husband. He seemed to be asleep, or if not asleep he was avoiding her as best he could, inside a moving car. Spence wake up, talk to me, I'm drowning.

She was no stranger to the harsh realities of her profession. Getting fired was nothing really. The problem was Transferred Y, this outrage about Transferred Y: as if Anna had invented the phenomenon, and was being whipped and driven from the herd as a scapegoat. She wasn't to blame, she'd done nothing wrong so why did she feel so broken, so desperate? She needed to understand. If she understood her own feelings, maybe she could deal with them. Her menfolk slept. Reluctantly, ruefully, her thoughts turned to the person who used to have the all answers: Anna in the long ago. Staring ahead of her, the silence of memory brimming behind her closed lips, she began to tell herself a story.

For a long time, I used to share a bedroom with my sister. . .